Diagnosed With HSV, Help please?

Hello, Today i was diagnosed with at least HSV-1 (1.29) my culture and HSV-2 results are not in yet. My doctor also gave me a bacteria culture? which came back negative. Im unsure what she gave me a bacteria culture for when HSV is a virus right? Right now i am very hurt and confused. With my HSV-1 being a 1.29 will my HSV-2 most likely be in the same range? I dont understand because i don't have any oral symptoms my "lesions" if you could even call them that, are on my , they are not painful at all, no burning during urination, no fever, no discharge, basically no symptoms besides these lesions. The thing is i always get them when i masturbate without enough lubrication or have and it isnt as lubricated. I am confused to why my hsv-1 results came back positive when the lesion is on my i have no lesions in my mouth, last week i did have a canker sore (or so i thought) that went away in about a hour, blisters go away that fast?? I just have a lot of unanswered questions. Also are there any online support groups? Please if you are reading this and are uninfected please protect yourself. I am only 21 years old and it seems as if my life is over. Please take it from me protect yourself 10 minutes of pleasure is not worth what im going through right now trust me